So pissed off

I can't explain it. I don't know why I am so pissed off, but I am. I don't want to deal with anybody. I don't want to do anything. I just want to do nothing. I don't want to be taking classes right now. I don't want to go to work. I want to tell some of my co-workers to fuck off cause they're pissing me off that much. Guys really tick me off. I can't stand people that you just meet trying to be all familiar with you. Don't call me darlin and honey. I don't know you. I don't belong to you and I don't want to be called darlin you stupid sack of shit. Anyways why is it that the one guy that I always want I can't have. I guess I just think too highly of myself. I always fall for the nice guys. Guys who are my friends or who could become a good friend really quick. I just can't leave it at that. I have to try and obtain them. I can't settle for anybody normal I have to have a prize. I tell you this guy Steve at work is a prize. Nicest guy you could ever meet. Isn't mean to anyone. Great personality. Wonderful attitude. He has an energy that makes you want to be around him. I find myself drawn to him. He just makes you want to be around. I love to work with him. Anyways he's the best Student Manager we have. Christa sucks hind tit never doing shit, and well Eddie has just gotten too bossy for his britches. Everyone I swear is just trying to piss me off. You can call me a bitch once or twice but when you keep it up and I don't know if you're kidding or not don't expect the outcome to be great. You piss me off you will feel my vengeance, or at least I won't be the bright shiny person I normally am. So kiss my ass. Anyways other than that I am just... Well I guess that I am here and that is about all I can say for me right now. I am here... I am alive... I will be ok... The world doesn't hate me... What can I say I'll be over it shortly... RIGHT....