HAPPINESS IS LUBBOCK TEXAS GROWING NEARER AND NEARER

Ok so whenever I think of the possibility of going back to Texas Tech I get pretty happy. Theres so much in Lubbock that I love. Daniel, Anna, great weather, great school etc... I think I really want to go back. Then again everytime I think of going back I think of all the things I'll leave behind again and why I wanted to come back. This really sucks. I feel as if my heart is in two different places. I want the independance I had in Lubbock, but I want the family and friends I have here. This is sooo difficult.

I know one thing I definitely want to be back in classes. I need to get everything together and get my degree finished. This sitting around doing nothing is gonna kill me. Maybe I should just go to Prairie View. Its close. It can't be as bad as I make it seem. Who knows??? Well whatever. I'll figure it all out in time I guess...