Not A Very Good Job

Ok so at first I was very excited when I was offered the job at Cold Stone Creamery. It sounded very enticing. I could sing and act like an idiot. But now that I have been there 3 days I see a couple of problems. First of all I was told it would be a full time job. This week I am scheduled for 12 hours and next week 9 hours. That isn't even part time. The next thing is is that I am working with a bunch of high school students and they all don't give a crap. This 17 year old today was like I hate kids, cause we had some "kids" walk in the store. They were the exact same age as her if not older. They certainly weren't younger. None of these people want to be there. I am the oldest person that works there besides the owners and heck they aren't even there most of the time.

Tonight the Fire Ants are playing in College Station at Fitzwillys. It is there 8th or 9th year at Fitzwilly's. That and they haven't played together in over a year. I haven't seen them in sooo long. I was hoping Will might be awake when I got home and we could go for the last hour. But no he is passed out. Oh well I really didn't have the money to go anyways. I would have loved it though. I could have sung with them one last time. Hmm when I get married I really want them to play the wedding. They really are good friends. I wonder how much they charge for a wedding.

Right now I am listening to 89.3 KSBJ on the web. I'm trying to change little things in my life. I know there are lots of ways I am still sinning. Its really hard to change things. I mean I know I shouldn't have sex but its just once you're in that groove you just don't want to quit. Cussing is hard too. I do it a lot. I need to stop. I know there are many more sins that I commit on a daily basis but what they are I'm not quite sure. Oh well one step at a time. Right? As long as I am trying to change thats good right. I spent way too much time in life chasing after things that I shouldn't have. I wish I would have realized I had a savior a long time ago. I guess is just takes some people time to do it.

Well I guess thats it for tonight. I pray everyone is doing great and in good health. Marcie should be going into labor anytime in the next week or so. I can't wait to see the baby. Later days...