Shots of Brandy

Crazy ramblings of a very excited female....

Saturday, July 24, 2004

Strange occurrences

Ok so maybe its not that strange an occurrence but the other day when I went to get my root canal and I was panicking I felt like my mom. Or at least I felt like this is what she must've been looking at from underneath an oxygen mask. When my mom was in the hospital I remember looking down at her and she just had these wide frightened eyes. Whenever I felt like I couldn't breathe I started to panic. I had the laughing gas mask over my nose and I suddenly had the view that my mother must have had. I know my eyes were wide. I had a plastic damn over my mouth and I was supposed to be breathing through my nose. I was unable to breathe though at that point in time cause I was scared so I just had the image of my mom in mind. Its so strange how these things creep back up on you. I miss my mom all the time. There are times when I want to talk to her so bad and I can't. I'm so thankful that I have my dad. If I didn't then where would I be...

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