A New Day Has Come

Wow so a new year has begun. This should actually be the year that I graduate from college. How sad that its really no where near that.

I had a great time this weekend. Kristen came and picked me up and we suprised Marcie. We told her that we were both too busy to make it down this weekend and then we just showed up on her doorstep. We had a lot of fun. We had two gamenights. Had plenty of junk food, and just got to hang out. This was the first time Kristen has seen Marcie since September. Its crazy to think that she's pregnant. My sister is getting quite a belly on her. Everyones pregnant or getting engaged or married or something. Its exciting. Right now I am quite happy with status quo. Robin told me last night that she is going to get some furniture for William and I for our house in Lubbock. I am so excited. Its like less than 5 months away now. This will be so cool to have our own place. I am extremely excited. Today I registered him and his mom for Education Pins so that we can file his Fafsa easier.

I went to church with Marcie this weekend. As usual her church is very interesting. There is always so much energy and faith. I was really enjoying the sermon but the Butch, the pastor, mentioned hell. He was talking about it the way most people believe it is. I just don't believe in hell. How could anyone be so vengeful. I just believe that there is nothingness after you die. If you weren't meant to be in the new world, then there's just nothing. Isn't that punishment not being allowed in. Why should anyone burn in hellfire. I just think that is ludicrious. (sp?)

William and I actually got to talk last night. It was good to get a lot of things out into the open. I feel like were being such hyprocrits. I hate that. I hate being hypocritical. I can't stand the way William talks about people, but yet I'll go around doing the exact same thing. Daniel and I will sit there and make fun of everybody. I think though its easier for me to make fun of people with him cause we're both coming from the same place. I don't know how to explain it I just don't like it when William does it. Its really strange.

Sometimes I wonder if maybe we jumped into this relationship too fast. But then other times it just feels so right. Like last night everything was perfect. It was just us. We we're simply able to just be. I think we've both been stressed lately. Maybe we've even spent too much time together. I guess this weekend apart did us some good. I was so happy to see him last night when he got home from work. I love him. I really do.

Well I guess thats it for now. I made no New Years resolutions. No sense since they never really mean anything. I'm just gonna be me this year. Plain and simple. I'm happy with my life. I'm happy being me. What more do I need? I pray that everyones new year is a happy one and that you accomplish everything you set out to do. Later days...