Take All Things To The Lord in Prayer

I don't know why this is so hard to get through my thick head. Its been popping up in my mind a lot lately. Today I used it a lot at I was headed to a job interview. I just felt the need to take it all to him. I know I should've have done it sooner but I guess there's no need to cry over spilt milk.

I had the job interview today for Woodforest Bank in Brenham. I like the sound of the job. The pay is really good too. The only thing that would prevent me from getting the job is my credit history. This is my penance I guess for all my partying. I could've been doing something more worthwhile with my time or money. Instead I felt the need to party, drink, and try a few drugs. Just take everything to the Lord in prayer. I've done this. Now I'm not sure what I'm supposed to feel. Am I supposed to feel lightened of my load. I guess it doesn't do any good to worry about it. Its nothing I can help right. Its all in the Lords hands. If I'm supposed to have the job the Lord will provide.

My car kept acting up on me today. I sure was praying and trying to worship the Lord then. Why is it you want to glory Him when you're in need but not when you are being blessed, and recieving his gifts. Thats another lesson I need to learn. Its all in him. Maybe by showing my feelings in my blog it'll become easier. I'll know that people read it and maybe I'll be held accountable for my beliefs. This is a long hard road, but in the end the prize is worth it.

Lord please help me to overcome the worldy temptations that surround me everyday. Show me that you are worth living for. My life is for you. My body is made to serve you. On my knees worshipping you is where I need to be. Watch over my friends and I. Help Will and I know what we need to do. I love him so much and I want our love to blossom in your eyes. Help us to overcome the temptations of the flesh. Everything you do is glorious. I know one day I will be able to enter your Kingdom and it will be because of your sacrafice. Show me the way Lord. All things are possible through you. Amen...