Huckleberry

I don't know if any of you know that Toby Keith song Huckleberry, but it is truly a great song. Its just so incredibly sweet. I forgot that I had the song. I ran across it the other day when I was listening to a cd that I hadn't listened to in a long time. "Baby I'll be your huckleberry you don't have to double dare me, When the ride gets wild and scary just count on me and I'll be there. You're so extraordinary, sweet like maraschino cherry." I can't really remember it all that well but I love that song.

Last night William took me out to dinner to meet his best friend and his wife. I like his friends a lot. They're just good people. They'd help William in any way they can. That's really important. I like that he has friends like that. Everyone should have friends like that. I know I have mine. I love you guys for it.

We're supposed to go to church tomorrow. That's gonna shock DOC. He won't even expect it. He's been trying to get me to go the whole time he's known me. I just don't know what I believe in. But like I said it'll shock Doc which is the cool part. William thinks he'll definitely approve of me. I think Doc will definitely approve of William. I think its so cool that we know so many of the same people. The coolest one being Doc. He's always one that I have gone to for advice. Outside of Daniel and Marcie, Doc probably knows the most about me.

William has to work tonight so I don't think we're gonna make the Halloween party. Oh well. There's always next year. Well I'm gonna go. It sure is nice to know that someone is reading my blog. Cap'n Eric came up to me Wednesday night and wanted to know what I was talking about and who all these guys were. Thanks Eric for reading my BLOG. I love you man...

A Week in Heaven

Well it was pretty near heaven to me. Ok so when I last wrote I told you about getting fired and William and I spending the day together. Well we have spent just about every single day together since then. He just dropped me off at home. I admit last night was a less than heavenly situation.

I was hanging out with Kyla at Denny's. We we're just sitting talking and reading. Its funny Moon asked her out. I think its cute. The only problem is is that shes married. Oh well we'll see what happens. Anyways I called William around 1 to see what was up. He was drinking with his buddy Brandon. He wanted me to come over. So Kyla and I put our books down and went to go see William. Ok it really sucked at frist. Brandon is a total and complete asshole. He threw a beer bottle from the passenger seat into the back of Williams truck the bottle shattered almost hit Kyla and me and did hit her dads truck. She almost went off on him. She should've he was an asshole. After a while Kyla went home and William and I decided to go back to his place. He was drunk. He was pissed at his friend. What more needs to be said. I finally had to force him to wake up at 11 this morning. I had to get a job application in.

The rest of today went great. I got my application in. We had lunch. We went back to his place and had a nap. Well tried to nap but instead made out. Ehh whats the difference huh. When you're young who needs sleep. Oh well I can't wait to see him tomorrow. Well I'm gonna go for a run. laters...

FIRED

Ok so I went to Denny's Tuesday to meet a friend for dinner. Brandy was supposed to be there too but she stood us up. Anyways I went in and all the girls started asking me what happened. I was confused I was wondering what they were talking about. I looked at the schedule and my name had been crossed out and said FIRED. What a load of shit. Jam wouldn't even give me a direct reason as to why. What a fucking PUSSY. Anyways he thinks he's gonna get a Denny's in Brenham he is out of his fucking mind.

Anyways on to happier better subjects. After we had dinner Tuesday night we drove over to Trails End. I wanted to watch the ASTROS game 5. It was so good. I am so proud of them. If they win game six its over. They go to the championship game. Its gonna be good. I really want to watch the game tomorrow. Anyways so William was working last night and I went over to say hi. We decided that after he got off work we were gonna go drink together. I finally got a hold of Brandy and told her to get her ass up to trails end. We all stayed and partyed. Oh my goodness while we were there we saw a van fall off the bridge at 290 and 362. It was really scary. The whole front end was smashed in and they had to call lifelight to come get the guy. He was conscious we went out to check on him. It was really scary. Anyways so after a while we decide that we're gonna go back to Brandy's to drink. This guy named Gary came with us. I met him a couple of nights ago at Denny's. Totally cute.

Anyways so we all get out to Brandy's after making some vehicle switches and drop offs. William and I decided to bring my truck home so I wouldn't have to come home at 9 in the morning. We all decided to spend the night at Brandy's. We were gonna be drinking a lot. So it was a fun time. We all got to hang out and crack jokes and just be together. William and I slept on the couch bed. We just cuddled. It was really nice. I feel so comfortable with him. I don't feel like I have to impress him or try and fit it. We both are just there together. Anyways I guess I really didn't sleep. I wound up going out and sitting on the front porch and just enjoying the pleasant weather. We wound up getting up around 10 i guess maybe it was noon. Anyways we decided to go to his house and watch movies. Oh but before that he kissed me this morning. It was just perfect. no pressure to do anything else just a simple kiss. We've kissed again twice. Gosh I am such a crazy little girl still. I hardly feel like I am 22. Its crazy. Anyways we watched OPEN RANGE and THE ITALIAN JOB and then we watched the rest of the Red Sox Yankees game. It was good. I'm glad the YANKEES lost. One of there players pulled a cheap move. he swatted the ball out of the guys hand. Hello you can't do that. Anyways William brought me home at 11 and now I am writing in you. It was a really good day. I just got to hang out. Well laters...

Guys Guys Guys

Ok so I don't know what my problem was the other night but I was completley crazy. I was going gaga over every guy I saw. Especially those ones in UNIFORMS. So I have decided that MOON is defienetly not the guy for me. I can't be less happy. And he can't be any more happy. He's moody. I'm not that moody. I have too much fun. At least for him I do. Anyways other than that life is spiffy. Not really but oh well. William hasn't called me in over a week. Oh well. Anyways laters. No not laters. I went to Brenham tonight. I got to see Johnny and Corey. Adam came and saw me. We went and ate at Tejas. It was good. We had a great time. I got to sing and have a party. Probably had a little much to drink. Went to Dennys on my way home. Had to pee really bad. Moon was there. So I didn't stay long. Apparently I'm making him uncomfortable with my wonderful outgoingness. Anyways whatever. Laters...

What a BITCH

Hey everyone. Ok so back to Denny's Drama. Last night while I was at work i confronted Cheyenne about her big mouth. I asked her why she would go blabbing my business to people. She was like oh you weren't there so you don't know what was said. She told me the officers had started asking her questions about me. The officers hardly even know my name. I'm sure they forget it as soon as they walk out the door. Anyways so I was asking her about it and she went crazy. She told me that I had better get out of her face or she was gonna "pop" me one. I wasn't even near her. At this point she got up right in my face and told me that I had better be scared of her. Then she told Jam she was leaving. As she walked out the door I asked if she was going home and she said yeah so she wouldn't have to look at my face all night. Ok so whatever.

I don't know whats gonna happen but she did walk out on a shift. She did threaten me and in front of customers. When I asked her about it at least we were the only two that could hear it. So she is pissed as hell. She shouldn't have been telling everyone my business. I was talking to the officers trying to get them to arrest her for me. They told me I should just take her out in the parking lot and beat the shit out of her. Well I'd probably lose cause I can't fight. I'm a wuss. Maybe I should get someone to teach me to fight. Maybe MOON. I feel sorry for Josh. He probably doesn't care. But hell you got one girl telling you that another one likes you and then you find out its not even you they're talking about. Hello. I don't really know if any of this makes sense. In my head it does but then again I know the whole story.

Everyone keeps saying Moon is a much niver guy now. He smiles and talks a lot more. Thats good. I don't know that I can really take credit. I just like to make people talk. Hopefully its all good. Anyways talk to ya laters...

More guy stuff

Hello everyone. Ok so you know how I was supposed to go to that pig roast this weekend. Well that all went to hell in a hand bag. My dad and Nora got subpeoned (spelling?) anyways and they were in court all day long. Ricky finally had to get going. It really sucked but oh well I'll live. My dad and Nora said they'd drive me to Kerrville but I wasn't fixing to make them do that. Anyways so we went to Denny's for dinner. I hung out for a while. I would up coming home to change and going back in to work. I got Jam to put me back on the schedule for the weekend.

It was strange whenever I would go to the officers table to check on them or take them something they would make an off the wall comment about Moon. I finally asked them what that was about. Cheyanne went up to Josh the other night thinking he was Moon and told him that I liked him. What a dumb ass bitch. Ok if you're gonna do something thats none of your bsuiness and I never gave you permission to do at least tell the right guy. Now all the Ofiicers make comments about Moon when I'm around. Lord knows it already has gotten back to him. Gosh I don't want the poor guy to not be able to come eat at Denny's. Hell thats not right. I know he's not into relationships. Hell he's not even into sex right now. Too much trouble. Anyways I just like tyring to get him to open up. Then maybe we could see hat happens. But Cheyanne and her big mouth is just causing problems.

Anyways on to heppier subjects. William called Denny's last night. Told me he wanted some coffee. So he came up aorund 4 and had coffee. He calls me and visits me at the wierdest times. Anyways about 5:30 he went to go sleep in his truck and wait for me. I woke him up and we came back here to my place. We were talking. Iheard my dad get up. So I came out and told him William was here. I left the door open all night. No way was I gonna close it. My dad would go fucking nuts. Anyways so we put FRIENDS on and fell asleep. My dad woke me at night and told me it was time for William to go home. I pretended I didn't hear him. I just went back to my room and went to sleep. He woke up at 1 and went home. So far my dad hasn't said anything. So maybe so far so good. Anyways I am gonna curl back up in bed.

My pillows smell like him. And it smells pretty good. Anyways talk to ya laters...

Pig Roast

Ok so I finally got to talk to Daniel last night. It was great to be able to chat with him. I need to get my computer hooked up. I can't chat on aim and everything till I do.

I'm supposed to go to pig roast this weekend with Ricky. Hopefully it all works out. It sounds like I'm going to be wonderfully dirty by the time its over. The only place for me to take a bath is either in pool showers or in a river. Doesn't sound very appealing does it. Oh well. Theres a first for everything. I work tonight and then I should be off until Monday. That is if they gave me the days off. If they didn't then I will definitley know that they are a bunch of pricks. I think I really need to find another job.

Anyways I don't really have much to say. I hate it that they are always trying to call me in on my day off. THey told me I was asking for too many days off in a row. I don't think so. They have plenty of waitresses. In fact they usually shedule too many of us. I think I am working with Brandy tonight. At least I hope I am. We'll see who else they scheduled. Well I guess I should go start getting ready. LATERS...

Sometimes you gotta give'em the benifit of doubt

Ok so earlier I tried to make a post and it didn't work. So I am going to try again. I was talking about what an ASS Moon was being and how that guy William had never called me. Blah. blah, blah. Then I ended with how they suck. You know the usual.

Well anyways I just got home from work. Moon came in tonight. He finally came in by himself again so I was able to sit and chat with him. I forgot the he told me he was gonna probably be an asshole on the weekends for the next 2 months. He's working at RenFair and pulling his normal shift with the sherriffs dept. So anyways but he was pretty amiable tonight. It was nice. I enjoy it when he is in a pretty good mood.

Anyways on to William. He rolled up to Denny's about 4:00 this morning. He came to see me. How sweet. Anyways he stayed and talked with me till 6. He wanted to stay and keep me company. He said he was sorry he didn't call me. Well he's supposed to call me today. Well see if he really does. Hopefully he will. So we got to sit and chat and just hang. I like hanging with him. I feel comfortable around him. Its kind of the first time I don't feel I have to impress someone. But then again I don't think I've ever really had a guy like me that I actually liked back.

I don't know why I am so picky. My friends tried to hook me up with someone the other night. He was perfectly nice and everything. He wasn't cute though. But anyways I just didn't see it as going anywhere and I was pretty not happy about William not calling me. I mean you say you're going to do something and then you don't. That just makes me mad. But I am better now. Anyways I don't know. I guess I should go to sleep. Hopefully this posts. Until laters Au Revoir...

ASSHOLE

Ok so he really is an asshole. I know that I knew this already. I still wanted to give him the benifit of doubt. But anyways hes just jerky. Moon that is. Anyways, whatever it doesn't matter.

So what the hell is wrong with my life. I don't understand. It seemd to be going perfectly well and then boom nothing again. Well the only light at the end of the tunnel right now is that I am supposed to go to pig roast with ricky and michael this weekend. I hope it actually pans out, cause if it doesn't its gonna really suck. I just need to get out there and do something. Anyways I really don't have much to write.

I miss Daniel. Apparently his cell has been acting up. I really want to see him. Hopefully I'll get to talk to him soon.

I hate guys. Nah not really but it bears saying. They're all JERKS. Except Daniel and Ricky. Other than that, they can all go to hell in a hand bag. OK!!!...

OFFICER MOON

Ok so I'm not sure what I've written lately. I guess I'll just start where I want.

Ok so this guy came in the video store the other day. He told his mom he thought I was cute. Hs mom told Nora. Nora told me. So he came up to Denny's the other night to see me. We talked for about 2 hours. We decided we were gonna go to dinner the next night. He called me told me he was going to lunch with his mom and he'd call me when they got back from picking up his sister. Well this is 3 days later and he has not called me back. I don't know whats going on there. Nothing I guess...

So I went to the Fair last night with some friends from High School. Crystal Sanabrie wanted to hook me up with her husbands friend. I should have realized it wouldn't work. I never like to meet people like that. He was a nice enough guy.I just couldn't do it. I wound up leaving early and going to work.

So I went into work at 10. Decided not to clock in until they got busy. It was suppossed to be my night off. Anyways sp I sat with this trucker named Randall for a while. We chatted it was interesting. Anyways when I went to go change Officer Moon came in. I like him. He's a nice looking guy. Anyways he told me they'd be back around three am. I was hoping it would just be him. But no there were four other officers with him. I really wanted to talk to him again. Oh well.

Its funny he doesn't like to talk. He always looks grumpy when he comes in. I;ve noticed though he smiles a lot more now. Maybe thats a good sign. He's 31. He's a virgo like me. He went to A&M. I don't know. He's a very closed off person. He says he just prefers to be by himself. That is so no way to live. He said he was married once. It barely lasted 5 months. Well anyways I hope to get to know him better. I told him he is going to open up. He's like others have tried. I told him that they might have tried but they weren't me. Anyways I hope this really long blog posts. Well laters...