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Marcie's Pregnancy Journal

Marcie's Pregnancy Journal

Ain't It Great to Be in LOVE

Oh my gosh. I have never in my life felt this emotion so strongly. I am in LOVE. I love William. He means the world to me. I think my favorite time spent with him is at night when we're laying in bed and he's holding me and we're just TALKING. I feel between out two jobs we don't get to spend enough time together but I do get to be with him every night though.

There were times when I thought that I loved somebody but it was never returned. Its so incredible the way I feel. The best part is, I know that he loves me just as much. He tells me, he shows me. I never feel unloved. He thanks me for worrying about him. He thanks me for loving him. Its so incredible. I LOVE WILLIAM!!!

Ahh I was about to end this post, our song just came on. Rascal Flatts Bless the Broken Road. I love this song. I love that its our song. I think its so true and that it speaks volumes. I wish everybody the same thing that I have. Its wonderful.

By the way Marcie and Mistys pregnancies are going well. I can't believe my sister is going to have a baby in April. Everyones pregnant on married. I am so happy to be where I am right now. I have no intentions of having a baby anytime in the near future. I'm too selfish. I want my time. I hate giving my time up for anyting. Its good I know this right. Williams the same way neither of us are ready to have a child. I love him.

Well later days....

Just another weekend

Well its been awhile since I've gotten to go to Trails End. But I did get to go last night. Got to hang out with my friends. Drink some beer and sing some karaoke. It was great. Smirnoff has a new Watermelon flavor. Tres Bien. Tres Bien. Uhhh not much has been happening. Just work and school work. I haven't really done much of it. Need to work on it some more. When Will goes to work today I plan on doing it. I have some quizzes that I need to do, and a lot of reading to do. This sucks.

Anyways this is a very boring post. Hopefully I'll have something more interesting to say later. Later days...

Classes

Well its been a fwe days since my last post. Not much has been going on. I had a pretty uneventful weekend. Basically read a lot. Excercised some. Will and I had the house all to ourselves this weekend, but he had to work all weekend. Which really, really sucked. I spent a lot of time at Jess and Erics. I learned how to play "Mancala". Its a lot of fun. I think I am gonna go buy my own board.

My classes started yesterday. They seem ok so far. Can't really tell much yet over the internet. Life is boring. William and I are thinking of dissapearing for a few days. Sounds like a good idea to me. It would be really nice to just get away from everybody. Well i don't really have much to say and I have to get back to work. K. Later days...

and the winner is Katie Bear

Ok so Amneris didn't fly. I got to call our puppy that for all of 1 day. William never really got to name a dog before and he really likes the name Katie. So from now on she will be known as Katie Bear. So between the two of we have Katie Bear, Kelsey, Princess, and maybe Pete. Thats a lot of dogs to move to Lubbock. Hopefully we'll only take Princess and Katie Bear. Kelsey is a little too old to make the trip I think and Pete. Well I don't want to handl Pete. He's a menace.

Among other decisions I have officially moved into Williams. And instead of me buying a car we're gonna catch him up on his car notes. His PawPaw is strange but I won't go into that. We;re gonna take care af that and his fine in Bellville. At least thats what we're planning on doing. We need to be able to get to Lubbock free and clear. Not owing anybody any money. Well I don't really have anymore to say. So I will write more laters. Later days...

Oh yeah for those of you who know my friend Marcie you should check out her blog. It is

http://www.zzmarcie.blogspot.com

"RENT" the movie

Oh my goodness. I just found out that they are making Rent into a movie. This is so exciting. The really exciting part is that some of the original cast has signed on to make the film. That means I get to see Adam Pascal and Taye Diggs as much as I want. Wow. This is gonna be sooo cool. I really would love to go to New York and see Rent on broadway. I know I'm probably far behind on finding this out but who cares it is sooooo awesome. Yeah. Later days...

Amneris

I have a new puppy. Actually shes mine and Williams. Robin found her yesterday in the middle of 290. Poor puppy was dirty and scared. After she got a bath and cleaned up she's beautiful. She's blonde. She looks like a Yellow Lab, but her face has the markings of a husky. It looks like she's gonna be a big girl. I named her Amneris from one of my favorite broadway musicals, AIDA. I need to take a pic and send it to you guys. She's sooo pretty. Its kinda cool that we have a dog. We're taking her with us to Lubbock. Yeah. Later days...

Brandy has a boring life

Well actually its not that bad. I just wish there were some more excitement in it. That or that I could do something on my own. It really sucks not having a car. I always have to depend on someone else. As long as everything goes right that will all be fixed later this month or early February. I want a car so bad. I know that I will have to buy gas and everything now. But hell I already am buying gas. Gas for everyone else vehicles.

Robin found a golden labrador or a golden retriever she founf some puppy this morning. She called me at 7 am to ask me if William and I wanted it. He doesn't but I do. She's bringing it home tonight. I am so excited. She's going to go get furniture this weekend. Its the furniture shes giving to William and me. Yeah. I certainly can't wait for May. I am excited. I hope everything works out well.

We're just about ready to paint Williams room. Yeah hopefully soon it will be complete. Then we can get everything situated in there and finally be comfortable again. Well I'll write more later. Later days...

Boring Day Times 2

ok what an incredibly boring day I am having. Yesterday was pretty boring too. I have had nothing to do. Work is so boring. My bosses daughters are here. They are keeping me entertained. They are very interesting. In fact as I write this Samantha is reading it out loud. Caitlin has been drawing and taping things together. Samantha is very very very very very very very annoying. NOT!!! I'm just kidding Samantha. YOU ARE TOOO COOL!!!. Is that pizza good? Ok I'm gonna end this. Later days...

Bought Books

Well today is pretty uneventful. Not much. Will and I went to Blinn this morning to go buy my books for classes. I spent over $400. Its getting crazy. Oh well it could've been worse. Plus $50 or so of that was a sweatshirt for me and a hat for Will. So its not all bad. I hope this semester doesn't prove to be too hard. I think my worst class is probably gonna be GOVT. I have to write papers in it. YUCK!!! :( Anyways things are pretty ok. Right now I'm really just bored. I hate having a job, but I sure like the money. I have to start buckling down and paying bills now. Ewww. I've put them off far long enough. I should say.

Will and I are gonna start putting money away this week for Lubbock. In fact he gave me his first part this morning. I should really probably get to work but I am just so bored. Yes I am. I am so bored. I really need something with action. I get so tired of sitting in this chair and working at the computer. I should be counting my blessings to have such a cool job and here I am grumbling. I must stop it now.

There's so much in my life that I have to be thankful for. I'm gonna try and start appreciating it more. Try and spend less time in a bad mood. I just have to remember all the good things I had.

I got Will's FAFSA filed yesterday. Hopefully he can start classes this summer. It'll be good if he can. I hope that he wants to. If not I'm really doing all this for nothing. Well he appreciates it. I know he does. I'm so happy that I have him. He means a lot to me. I love the way we are together. Its amazing I've never had anything like this before. He's wonderful. I'm a very lucky girl.

Well I'm gonna get back to work. Later days...

A New Day Has Come

Wow so a new year has begun. This should actually be the year that I graduate from college. How sad that its really no where near that.

I had a great time this weekend. Kristen came and picked me up and we suprised Marcie. We told her that we were both too busy to make it down this weekend and then we just showed up on her doorstep. We had a lot of fun. We had two gamenights. Had plenty of junk food, and just got to hang out. This was the first time Kristen has seen Marcie since September. Its crazy to think that she's pregnant. My sister is getting quite a belly on her. Everyones pregnant or getting engaged or married or something. Its exciting. Right now I am quite happy with status quo. Robin told me last night that she is going to get some furniture for William and I for our house in Lubbock. I am so excited. Its like less than 5 months away now. This will be so cool to have our own place. I am extremely excited. Today I registered him and his mom for Education Pins so that we can file his Fafsa easier.

I went to church with Marcie this weekend. As usual her church is very interesting. There is always so much energy and faith. I was really enjoying the sermon but the Butch, the pastor, mentioned hell. He was talking about it the way most people believe it is. I just don't believe in hell. How could anyone be so vengeful. I just believe that there is nothingness after you die. If you weren't meant to be in the new world, then there's just nothing. Isn't that punishment not being allowed in. Why should anyone burn in hellfire. I just think that is ludicrious. (sp?)

William and I actually got to talk last night. It was good to get a lot of things out into the open. I feel like were being such hyprocrits. I hate that. I hate being hypocritical. I can't stand the way William talks about people, but yet I'll go around doing the exact same thing. Daniel and I will sit there and make fun of everybody. I think though its easier for me to make fun of people with him cause we're both coming from the same place. I don't know how to explain it I just don't like it when William does it. Its really strange.

Sometimes I wonder if maybe we jumped into this relationship too fast. But then other times it just feels so right. Like last night everything was perfect. It was just us. We we're simply able to just be. I think we've both been stressed lately. Maybe we've even spent too much time together. I guess this weekend apart did us some good. I was so happy to see him last night when he got home from work. I love him. I really do.

Well I guess thats it for now. I made no New Years resolutions. No sense since they never really mean anything. I'm just gonna be me this year. Plain and simple. I'm happy with my life. I'm happy being me. What more do I need? I pray that everyones new year is a happy one and that you accomplish everything you set out to do. Later days...